started the day off by missing the bus.then i waited for the next one,which took so long to come,so i decided to take MRT,then when i was crossing the bridge,the freaking bus came.i rushed down and flagged the bus like hardly 2 metres from the bus stop and it just went off like that.curse that bus driver.so i decided to take a cab,for i was afraid that i would be late.in the end i was the first to reach.cos the driver was driving 110km/h!like zoooooooom...then whoosh!i was at safra.=)
screwed up the whole competition.:'(((( i think someone calibrated (i dont know how to spell.eunice is a loser.) my gun.cos for the first two sets my shots kept going down and to the right.and everytime i thought i shot a 10,it would come out as a 6 or 7 or 8.and that seriously sucked big time.cos idiotic eunice doesnt know nuts about calibrating the gun back.and her shots went crazy.x'( then at the end of the 2nd set coach jia called me out and told me how to calibrate the gun.and my shots were slightly better.but i already lost like, 40 over points in the first 2 sets altogether,so 360 is gone.i was on the verge of giving up.surprisingly,my last four shots were 4 bull's eyes in a row.but that didnt help much,cos i shot a freaking 328.to think i even aimed for 365.eunice is hopeless.x'( i dont know why i shot so badly.too stressed up perhaps?and partly because of the gun.during trainings,i even shot as high as 350++ before.and now i cant even reach 330.LOSER.cried for the dontknowhowmany-th time for this week.i've been crying alot since 2nd of august.x'(
Congrats Eunice Tan on getting 341,Zixin and Tiffany for getting 351,and Zijin for getting 355,Carol for getting 382 and Shi Ing for getting 387!(: watched the finals with Jinny and Michelle!Jing Na rocked!(coach Zhang's daughter) she won Jasmine Ser who was leading at first by 0.3 points!(: Thanks and hugs to all my darling team mates who cheered me up today...i love NY Shooting Club!and many thanks to Coach Jia too for comforting me.(: ♥
and im not giving up yet.mainly because i feel that the reason i screwed up was not because of my lack of training,and i could have done much better.dont know what happened to my gun today.and i still remember what _______ said a few years ago,that sentence's really meaningful.bet all the RGPS P6'04 know this line:
"this is not the end.it's not even the beginning of the end,but instead,the end of the beginning." (:
took 171 from Yishun home.but i overslept and when i woke up,i was reaching school.-.-" so i alighted opposite Dorothy's house (yeah that stupid Turf City bus stop!xD) and took 961 back home.so silly right.=P but somehow the bus trip made me feel better,cos when i woke up, it seemed like another day and the competition seemed like it happened the day before.as i've said,im not throwing in the white towel yet!(: