shall type out my feelings before i go to sleep. dont worry, i'm fine. i really just need to let it all out.
i admit that i've done many wrong things in the past, some of my mistakes might have saddened/affected a few of my close ones. to those whom i've hurt in any way, even ways that i'm not aware of, i'm really sorry. like i've said before, i'm not perfect, and will never be. one can never please everybody she cares for.
sorry Waiyee, for not spending time with you since last year. i'm the one at fault, and i'll never forget this biggest mistake that i've ever made. we may never be as close as before, but those wonderful memories will never fade. you've made a great impact in my life, and you are still treasured very much by this student of yours. thank you for being such a wonderful angel. you are, and will always be one. love you loads. Merry Christmas.(: ♥
sorry Beehiang, for not spending time with you this christmas. i dont want to make the same mistake in this friendship again. especially when this friendship is so precious to me. you've no idea how important you are to me! you're a really sweet soulmate to have. must never ever drift okay. thank you for all the sweet memories! :D love you loads! Merry Christmas.(: ♥
sorry mummy and daddy, for the times that i've let both of you down. as much as i want to feel a sense of belonging in this family, sometimes i cant help but feel a little left out. but after reflecting, i feel that it's mostly my fault. all the church commitment, gatherings with friends... how much time do i actually make for my family? today's your wedding anniversary, and from now on, i'll work hard to be the best daughter that i can be. Father And Mother, I Love You! :D ♥
sorry God, for not being a good testimony in many aspects of my life. You've planted me in such a good church, yet i dont live up to the church's DNA. mould and change me, to the person You want me to be. guide me in every single moment that i live. this is my cry, my one desire, more of You. and less of me. i pray that You'll fill my heart with overwhelming love, so that i may spread it to people around me. i love You more and more each day i live.(: ♥ i could sing of Your love forever.(: ♥